FORGET

its very hard, seriously....

but its worth trying.

BLANK

holiday mood overcomes me. =.=''

examinationette

BM..

lost of hope.

MATH..

where my soul lies...

PHYSICS..

got quite a great result..but not as targeted..

need to try harder.

Think again......

This morning, I have answered chemistry paper 1, the questions require us not to use any GDC, or so called the graphic display calculator, in answering all the questions. The requirement, made us rethinking a few times again. 


          Am I capable of answering the questions? Can I calculate all the mathematical analysis that is required in the chemistry paper? 


These questions juggle in our mind. Some may have a positive feedback, but some may have shocked and stepped back.


The reliance on the calculating machine may cause our perception towards our own calculating skills dropped significantly. We might not trust the calculations made by ourself and doubts it, as the machine has controlled our way of thinking. Technological dependency also kill our instinct and confidence in most areas. It also de-skill some areas of thinkings, such as the creative calculating skills which emphasizes on fast and creative way of solving a mathematical problems for instance. Given graph sketching knowledge. With the use of calculator,  we will straightforwardly brought to the exact graph without having to use our critical thinking to figure out how the graph look at the first place.


Dependency on technologies, given a calculator for example, reduces our alertness on some mathematical topics. We might be less alert to all the mathematical symbols such as the positive and negative signs as we easily obtain the answer just by entering the equation for instance and getting an answer. But , when we calculate traditionally ,we value them very much as the miss of those minor signs will bring a big impacts on the calculation which might lead to re-calculating back the equations. This time consuming process will make us value each of the sign and symbols given.


I always remember my dad, who keeps reminding his workers to learn to calculate the tedious and complex engineering manually without the help of the dedicated software. His reason was very simple, if you we're stationed at a tropical rainforest to handle a job, and the electricity is not sufficient. But the work must be handed in at time. Thus the human skills must be combined to complete the work, without the help of the engineering software. 


His saying always plays in my mind. I keep rethinking about it, and to me it holds a truth value. Hence I keep to myself, and make a vow to be not a technologically intoxicated. Not to leave the technologies behind, but not to be in total rely on it. The human are the creator and they invent the technologies, and surely, the human brain are better. Though to some extent the technology can lead us to a better life and eases it, but having traditional method in mind is a better precautions as we might have a day where the technology fails to meet our requirement or the breakdown of it, and we have to rely on ourselves, and if we cant we will fail.

:@

Its time to demolish anything that is on my way.~

Kill the mutant, Burn the heretics, Purge the unclean... 

Annihilate them till nothing is left!! 

restarting BIOS..

checking disk availability............
full disk memory......10 million gigabytes
used disk memory......1000 gigabytes
free disk memories......tons of memories....
analyzing materials studied..

Maths HL
Numbers...
Functions....
-transformations
Polynomials...
-remainder theorem
-factor theorem

Chemistry HL
Atomic theory
Bonding
Periodicity

Physics HL
introduction of pyhsics
Kinematics
Force
Gravitation
Electrics
Magnetism

Malay SL
.......all the drama and short stories with the 'kepengarangan' stuffs

English HL
no signals received....

ITGS SL
Strand 1
Hardware
-input output
-system unit
Software
-OS and utilities
-application software
World Wide Web

rechecking disks...
retrieving data...
this may take a few hours or days.....
it is suggested that you hibernate the system while retrieving process,
in order to compensate the high power consumptions....

hibernating...
1.
2.....
3..........

im goooing for a deeeep sleep..
bye guys and girls..:)

O Allah

O Allah....
I think my past disease has came.
and struck me again.
I thought it has been cured, long time ago.
O Allah, please, lend me some time..
at least till the end of this semester.
let me settle everything first.
before you greet me.
Amen.

......neeenooo...neeenoooo......neeenooooo

EXAM semakin hampiiiiiirr.~~ 

OUT of my waaaay!!!!

I am struggling hard..:D

cayoks2 semua..:)

friends

Now I know who I can call friends and who's hiding behind the title of friends.

 . . . . . .  . . . .  . . thanks. I really appreciate you guys.. :)

thanks

because of you.I'm here.

................thank you

you survived, I'm left

................thank you

Huuuuuuurm~ *thinking*

Maybe,

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . . . .  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I should reconsider something

Me myself

TRAITORS, THAT'S THE WORST ENEMY YOU WILL HAVE, BEFRIENDING YOU WHILE SLOWLY KILLING YOU FROM THE INSIDE. YOU PLAY WITH THEM, SPENT TIME, but WHEN TIME GET HARSH, THE FLUTTERED AWAY, LEAVING YOU IN TOTAL HELPLESS~~ WHEN YOU SUCCEED, THEY WILL COME TO YOU, BUT WHEN THINGS TURN THE OTHER WAY ROUND, THEY'LL DUMP YOU FIRST!

given if you can END the time of humans,

THEY ARE THE ONE that you should END FIRST.!

unupdated post

okaaay..
this post was supposedly posted by sunday.last sunday i mean..
wooohoo..

first..
Me, arif and aimaan..
went to MAB concert..:)
at bangunan MAB near jalan tun sambathan monorail station.
:D
coooooll performance..
and my gf pun ada perform skali..:D
uhuhuuuu..
so interesting..:)

sapa tuu yee yg pkai tudng pink tuh~? ;)

*video nyanyi tgah edited..besar sgt nak upload masuk..*
and..
back with my singaporean friend...
who will leave us for the NS..
2 years bebeh..so looooong..
so back from MAB..
we drop by subang parade *sebab sunway n mid penuh gila*
and tgok cita..
in time..:)

best gila movie nih...
bayar everything guna masa..
seram sejuk jugak..=.=''
i wonder what i would do if i were there..
..and cite ni habis 8 pm...
punyala berlari nak maghrib lepas tgok movie nie..
macam kena kejar dengan cheeetah..
=.=''
ahahahahahaaaaa.....

pastuuu...
kitorang g mcdonald..
and theres one superb picture yg singaporean ni tunjuk..

singaporean having his first mcdonald meal. XD

haaaaaaih..singapore2..
tapala...as this is your last malaysian meal, I allow you to express that kind of feeling..:P
do enjoy your meal arif the singapores.. :D
and lastly arif..enjoy your NS..
jgn gaduh2 kat sana...
and wish you all the best and may you survive NS.