Today my school held 'Restu Ilmu' ceremony, or in other word, asking teacher for forgiveness and blessings for SPM candidates. The ceremony was held in SAMTTAJ hall, at about 11.30 afternoon.
The ceremony was started with motivational speech from head of co-curricular affair, Pn Madihah bte Adnan.
Next, continued with a speech from on behalf of the students, by me. =D After that, a speech on behalf of the teachers by ustaz Del, a slide show and a poem recitation by teacher Shiela. I was touched by the melancholic poem, it made me thinking of my past years in SAMTTAJ.
When the peom recitation ended, the saddest part take place. Its when the students meet their teacher, shake their hands and ask for blessings and forgiveness. At first i thought that i wont cry as i shake the male teachers hand and ask them for blessings and forgiveness. But things changed when i move on to female teacher. I tried to hold tight my feelings, so that i wont burst into tears, but as i met with the second female teacher, things changed dramatically. Without reason, suddenly it seemed that the tears cant be hold any longer. It started when teacher Kamariah, my BM teacher, told me to the best in SPM and she knows that i can achieve my target. Her voice, soft and pleasing, made my heart beating faster.
Suddenly i realised that i was covering my mouth and my tears started to fall down.
I cant describe my feeling at that time, i was reluctantly sad, for i know, someday later, i will leave them. I will miss their voice and nags. Then my turn to meet my biology teacher. I said to her, " teacher, ive tried my best to get at least A for biology, still i didnt manage to grasp it. I'll try even harder to get A+ for my biology teacher". doest matter, I know you can do it. Next my physics teacher. " teacher, thanx for teaching me physics, since i know nothing bout it until i get A+ for it. thank you so much." also i told her that i am hell nervous as the SPM is just days to go.
urgh......
that time was real harsh. everybody seemed couldnt control their tear gland. Sight of people crying become common.
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